Good Times

You know, I never realized that going away to college would feel like this. I never would've thought that this feeling would come when college was just arriving right around the corner. You'd think you'd be excited, I mean I am, but mostly I am just sad. Just plain sad. Sad to the point where I don't want to go out, do anything, or worse even see people. I just want to lay in my bed hoping that time would never pass. That this whole experience is going by as slowly as possible, or not even going at all. All the people I love are going off to college and of course, I am happy for them, but at the same time I want to keep them close. I don't want to let them go. Whether they are an hour to a plane ride away, i really just want to hold them close and never let them go.

I mean, I spend all this time with my friends and we all made such amazing memories that the thought of them actually leaving me is the worst feeling in the world. These were the people i saw everyday for 2, 3, 6 years. All my time was spent with these people, and I've developed relationships that are stronger than any other relationships i've ever made. I mean, these people are the reason why I think my life is so great. What more can I say? I mean, these people are great, the best, and now, the best of the best is breaking apart.

But apart from the shittyness, I think it's great that everyone is going all over the place. I really think this will make our relationship even stronger. We're going to try our best to keep in touch, more so than any other people with their high school friends would ever try. I mean, when we set out minds to doing something, we usually do it especially when it means this much to us. I think it'll be great, because we're great and a stupid plane ride cannot seperate our friendship just like that.

There are ways, and we will find them. We've had some good times, but we've got our whole entire lives to make even better ones.