My life is coming to an end.

The moment i went home yesterday night, i fell asleep and i wanted to blog but i could hardly open my eyes to do it. I was so tired from the whole day. It was officially last day of camp. I knew it, the kids knew it, so the entire half of the day was really hectic. The kids were taking advantage of it and fucking around, my helper person was being a fucking weirdo, and lunch wasn't being served until 2 pm. It was also pretty warm so i was sweating all over. Anyway, what i was really pissed about was the fact that the parents of the most troublesome kids did NOT give us any appreciation gifts. I mean, it's not expected and it's not required of them but when you send your bratty little kids to camp for us to deal with for the whole summer, you could at least write a thank you note. Anyway, i was pissed as fuck because it would've been nice to get some extra cash for all the crap we had to deal with the whole summer.Me and the other counselors couldn't believe some of the parents. I mean these are rich families who have so much money, they don't know what to do with it. I know it's like our job to take care of the kids but I guess, I could have just sat and watched them just like any other ol' camp counselor but I didn't just do that. I engaged them and made sure all of them were happy. I mean I did a fucking lot at this camp and I didn't even get a thank you note. Fucking parents. Then we had to help clean the campus and get rid of any thing that has to do with the camp so that the school can start functioning soon. That wasn't so bad, i thought it was going to take forever. I walked past the EC which is a room that me and my friends used to hang out in and i got all sentimental. Then bumpkinz walked in, miss sunshine walked in and we all sat there reminiscing. Then i went to the art room just to look at it and i found some of my art :D. It was so nice and I didn't realize how much i actually missed my school...
Lunch was served and twas delicious. It best be delicious since it was the last lunch of camp(and of my whole highschool career!) Then me and my fellow counselor decided to go get some booze. Personally, I thought the chosen activity was very appropriate for after camp. Right when I was about to leave, my boss hands me my check except I knew I wasn't suppose to get it since they have already issued all of them last friday and if there were any absences after that, the check was supposed to be held over to make changes, and I knew I had missed monday. Fuckers didn't tell me THAT tid bit before I went home. I mean, if you've been working here for years, why wouldn't you tell me that? I would've stuck it out. Anyway, so i looked at her and said, "My check?" and she looks at me, takes the check away from my hand and realizes that she wasn't suppose to give it to me. I WAS SOOO PISSED. I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST LET FREE MONEY SLIP RIGHT OUT OF MY HAND. AAARRGGHHH. My head counselor was behind me like laughing and telling me how stupid I was. Oh well, I got booze right after anyway.

Sat 5:54 PM
Ok I just got home from my first day of work at a tutoring place in chinatown for little chinese kids with ADHD. It was alright. The kids really have ADD and i don't think their parents know so me and my boss just deal. Mostly the girls are ok but the boys are a pain. Theres also these two 13 year old girls who are really obnoxious and it's really awkward for me to scold them because well, they are like 13, grow up. Anyway, it was fine. My mom bought me sushi in the afternoon and it was ok. The rice was kind of hard and the little fish eggs were only coated on one side which was weird. I bought some havianas today finally. I really love them. They are so soft and they don't hurt like my old navy ones.
So about yesterday night. I went home after hanging out with some people's. It was lank monster, petite fille, and ckinz good bye party. They are all leaving to college next week and it's really sad. The saddest one was la petite fille because I've known her since like forever. We were even talking about it when I was about to leave. I didn't even remember when i actually became friends with her. I feel as if it was a mutual friendship, like it had always been there. I really love petit fille. She's so much fun to be around. We've been through a lot together too and I don't feel like I'll ever meet anyone like her...especially not in college, or at least where i'm going. It was just really weird because it was yesterday when I was just about to go out the door, I finally realized that I am not going to see her anytime I want to anymore. I guess, I've been thinking about it but it hasn't actually happened yet so it hasn't really hit me. It's really odd. I can't really understand it. I don't really know how to feel. I'm really upset and at the same time, I'm not crying. It's bizarre. I'm shocked, sad, upset, confused, all those things. I mean, psh i am happy she's going to college but wow, she's going so far...away from ME. I just can't get over it. I really didn't expect it so soon.

LA PETITE FILLE DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME EVER VISIT ME ON THANKSGIVING CHRISTMAS SPRING BREAK AND SUMMER FOREVER. 

You mean so much to me TT.TT even though you're crazy. I still love you. ARTHAJEARHEARHA I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING I FEEL LIKE CRAWLING INTO A BALL UNDER MY COVERS. TT.TT..this is so sad. Soon, everyone's going to be leaving...and I guess i am less sad and confused about the ones who are still reachable but those who are actually leaving to another state, I can't even stand it. 

We're Great. DON'T EVER CHANGE.